This is the moment everybody dreads in their life, yet everyone goes through it someday or the other. When you love someone from each & every bit of your heart & then he suddenly walks away……. He walks away & life is not the same anymore. The heart is shattered into pieces. Each piece oozing out the love it always held
LOVE………. That went beyond everyone’s perception of it, that surpasses people & society. Love – which when is near, is the only thing you see, for which the life’s risks seem worthy enough. The kind of Love for which one can do anything in the sway of emotions, yet that’s the very same thing holding you composed when the World breaks down on you.
LOVE………… Which makes the life’s materialistic pleasures unimportant, which makes you believe that there is nothing in the World you can ask for, except this person….. Love….. For the heck of which you pretend smiling throughout the day but them break down in his arms…..
And suddenly you realize that its all ‘LOVE’ but only for you. For him, it’s not that big a thing. Its so easy for him to throw it away & kill every bit of it by his words…….. And that’s enough for him, his work’s done….. But for you, everything changes. There are no more colors around & all you see is darkness. You stop smiling & tears are the only expression of your pain. Pain so huge that it becomes numb after a point of time…. And then you realize that you experienced something you might never feel again….. Those beautiful days are history & the pain is the constant feeling inside you.
Something I have never understood & I do not know if I will ever find the answer, that what is it that makes everything look so beautiful when you are in love? Even HIM, & all the ancillary issues….. But when HE walks away, crushing you, why is it an eye opener? What makes one see everything now, that one could not see before???
Life moves on… People move on… Does the heart really move on?? Or does it learn to compromise & get used to the pain?? Who says life is not beautiful….. It is…. I have seen it….. But it does not seem to exist without him……
I guess there must be somebody coming in your mind while you reading this. He/She might be your ‘walked over’ past or your life’s compromise………
I am glad I captured this moment in words. Probably I might never know this feeling again………….
P.S – I just watched Eclipse :PPP…….. Forgive me if this goes beyond your head :PPP
