THE TRUST – WITHIN ME, IN U

Continuation of 'UNDER A SPELL'

She sits out in the sky, counting the starts above… Smiling to herself…… The days are going really fine…. And even the nights…………J I love him, I know I really love him…… It’s not that I have not had these feelings before but like always, it’s so natural & so pure……. When I see him, I fall in love with him all over again…..

I am so stupid…. I should not be so lost in him… Because I know it hurts….. If things don’t work out, it hurts badly….. What if this does not work out? I don’t want to get hurt again and especially when I am just so much into it………………..

God Cressida, u thinking so much…. Just leave it….. You love him, he loves U and that’s all that matters……….

Her phone rings…………..“FRIEND CALLIN”

A sparkle in the eye is so obvious…… J

Cressida – Hey

Friend – Hey, wassupp

Cressida – Nothing, just sitting

Friend – And what else J

Cressida – Thinking……. I guess

Friend – And thinking what

Cressida – Ummmm…. I don’t know….. Just random thoughts…….

Friend – Hmmm ok

Cressida – (Silence)……

Friend – Speak something Cressida, your silence scares me J

Cressida – (Smiling)……. You sure you like me?

Friend – I do, and I am quite sure about it………………

Cressida – hmmmm ok

Friend – What about you?

Cressida – I love you with all my heart…… (A tear might trickle down my cheek right away idiot, I love u so much)

Friend – (Silent)

Cressida – You know it’s not going to be easy

Friend – I know….. But we will manage….. For the sake of what we feel, we definitely would……..

Cressida – But it’s going to be really difficult road ahead

Friend – We will both sort it out Cressida……. When I am with U, I am totally yours……. I am sure we will figure it out

Cressida – Hope so J……… (I want it to work God, plssssss)

Friend - J

{Love is blind, oh yes it is……. But people are not always so blind… Cressida could foresee the rugged road ahead, the darkness that might engulf them…. But she trusted him with all her heart……. She knew that if he’s there, it’s going to be all fine…….. Eventually they would work out, no matter how miserable……… He was a lot to her….. In his own ways, in what she felt for him, he was EVERYTHING for her…….BUT…..

Little do they know that fate has written a different story for both of them……… The love would not be love after some time…. The anguish would replace the feelings in the times to come…. And there would not be that belongingness ahead……. Maybe Cressida’s fears would come true and unfold them….. Maybe the friend would be no longer there…….. Maybe everything would just end……….}

Cressida goes in deep sleep, with his thoughts in her mind, with that smile on her face……. Which might just end someday……..

FADE AWAY.....................................